Sigh!

It's 315am and i'm still awake.

Had a really bad day today,

ARGHHH!!!

Felt really frustrated earlier on.

I really don't understand why she acted that way?

I'm just trying to help,

and when he grumble,

she will scold me-.-

Can anyone tell me what the hell is that?!

Do i deserve that?

I seriously doubt so.

When i get pissed off by my friends,

I won't go home and vent my anger on you

UNLESS

you start it first!

Why can't you just keep all that anger to yourself?

I'm a human!

I've feelings too and i do get hurt when you do that to me!

You always come to me and tell me that he did that

and blah blah...

but in the end you gave in to him.

Whats the point for telling me all those stuffs,

when you already decided to give in?

Sigh..

Whenever i asked for something,

you will definitely look for some excuses to not let me have it.

This is so unfair, don't you think so?

Anyway,

i don't really care anymore.

I'll try my best to keep all my feelings and thoughts to myself.

How i wish i can live in a carefree world,

without love

problems

emotions

feelings

& some other shitty stuffs

Sometimes i imagine myself indulging in a luxurious lifestyle,

with a lot of $$$$

Spend my afternoon in a cafe reading,

and enjoying a cup of whatever i felt like drinking that day.

After that,

i'll go shopping alone and get whatever i like.

Stroll along the beach with my dog in the evening.

Feel the sea breeze, and see the sun set.

WHOA THATS SO IM-POSSIBLE!

AHHHH i feel better now....

and its like 4 am now

need to get some rest

LOVE YA!